Feeling better today about things. Life is the same, but my mind has settled down and stopped racing. That's really all I could ask for in this very moment.
Had my final lesson before I take the plunge. I don't necessarily feel prepared or like I'm any where near where I should be right now (and I don't say that to be modest, I am truly ill prepared right now) but I feel like it's at least achievable. There is plenty of time, I just have to do it. If I am found wanting, the fault can be placed squarely on my preparation. (I'm beginning to see a trend in my life...)
My teacher made me feel more relaxed about the whole deal. Mind set. (Apparently.) We'll see. I'm excited at the prospect.
I was offered a job today, which I accepted. I really wanted it since I first saw it advertised. The work seemed like something I would enjoy, in an environment I am accustomed to being in. The pay was also the clincher. I did, however, discover today that the pay is only 43% of what I thought it was (could I have been more wrong?) but I think I'll still enjoy it anyway. It will be good to have a steady job where they can't just fire me at the drop of a hat.
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