Comfort.

I forgot to mention.

I'm trying to think of ways to describe how I feel right now.
I'm freaking out, I'm stressing and I have a million things to do.
At the same time I'm happy. I have something I'm almost sure I won't lose, but at the same time you worry every now and then that it might slip away and you'll have no power with which to keep it from doing so.

All these things running through my head. But still, one overriding thought... At least it's a good one.

Anyway. I think for now, the way I feel is best described by the following picture.
I don't know which one I am, but I know it doesn't matter.

Soldiering on

I haven't written in a long time. I haven't sat down and let my thoughts take me on a bit of a journey. A thoughtless journey, but all the same I haven't let my mind wonder free for quite some time.

Truth be told, I don't have an outlet to do so any more. I used to have a few, but I left them all.

Now my mind feels cluttered. It's filled with so much junk. Some of it I need to function, but the rest... The rest is taking up space. The thoughts I do need don't have enough room to roam free! I need my space back.

The question is: How?